Myself and my partner found out we were pregnant and expecting our first child. We found out very early we were about 2/3 weeks pregnant a few weeks after this we suffered a miscarriage, my partner and I were devastated we went from total elation to this horrible feeling. My partner seems to be coping better now with the loss but I am struggling. Growing up I was told not to show weakness and not to show my emotions as I was meant to be a man and because of my job I am meant to be this tough man. However this is not the case I don't know how to deal with this loss I am finding myself getting angry at people who are sharing news that they are expecting and I am lashing out at my partner ( just trying to argue with her over nothing because I have all these built up emotions). I don't know where to turn to or what to do .