My wife and I recently experienced a devastating miscarriage. We followed the process of IUI precisely and it worked on the first take. Things were going smoothly until the water broke after 13 weeks. I'm 43 years old and I'm scared I may never have kids now. I know that may not be true but my fears are kicking in. We are open to adoption and or trying again. Its only been a week and a half but today has hit me super hard. We are back to work next week after 2 weeks off and I'm not ready for this reality.