I'm so unbelievably tired. I feel like I don't grieve normally and with my TBI and other mental health problems it's getting to be way to much. All I want to do is sleep and when I do sleep I have nightmares. I also just eat and eat. I've gained like 8 pounds at least. I feel like my head is somewhere else in space and my body is buried underground and it's really dehumanizing...I'm sorry for the trauma dump but I've had no luck with therapists. I've had 3 cancel on me day of my appointment and now I wont be seen until may. I'm not suicidal but I'm tired of being alive. Is there anything I can do to stop feeling like this.